thE lEmOnAdE Is pInk

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 02:33:22 GMT

YAY FOR IC!

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 23:35:33 GMT

katie got a cell phone
katie got a cell phoneeee
YESSS FINALLY. tell me all your numbers and i will add you.
i am also taking advantage of the 'free texting for the first three months' thing.

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 06:22:45 GMT

okay wow. everyone is making such a big deal out of this 'drama'. everything is okay. get over it.

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 23:47:22 GMT

comment if you dont think im crazy

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 00:51:45 GMT

so you dont me, eh? well let me introduce myself. im katie hart. i have brown hair and blue eyes. for the most part im pretty quiet, unless im around my friends. then you could call me crazy. well, at least around taylor. because she is the best. speaking of friends, i love mine more than anyone else loves theres. i guess you could say i easily get obsessed with things. tehe. i like to listen to music and then use the lyrics in my profile and away messages. especially the kind that you need to take a minute to understand. dance is the best, and i wish i could still do it. i was pretttty dang good at it too. competitions<3 i used to live in west des moines and miss it a lot. just certain everyday things ya know? but ankeny is still great. especially this year. i dont feel like a 9th grader and i dont think i look like it either. i worry way too much. about everything. especially you because you really dont know how much you mean to me. i wish you did, but only if you didnt think i was too wierd. i really like show choir. maybe i just miss being on a stage and dancing. but im starting to really like the singing part too. but i cant sing very high. it sort of gives me a head ache. i laugh way too loud and cant ever start a conversation with someone. especially you. even though its kind of wierd, i think you're adorable. and people say we would be a cute couple. i dont think so though. shopping is the best. especially with kelsie. tehe, we like how hollister smells. what? i'm sure you love it too. i wish i was more religious, and i know i should be. im just too concerned with this highschool drama. i like going to football games and movies. im a little obsessed with being self-concious. and it probably makes me shy. i would say hi to you everytime i saw you, but you kind of make me nervous. and so if i did say hi, i think i would faint. but that doesnt mean that i dont want to say hi. i wish you would say hi first. i really hope you're not corrupted yet. when i grow up, i think it would be so fun to live in a big city. like new york or chicago. i have no idea what i want to be though. im pretty much a different person to everyone i meet. if i dont like you, i'll just act like im way better than you. if i want to be your friend, i'll be the follower. i will judge you subcontiously. haha, i definately cant spell. but i will judge you without knowing it. by the first time we meet. i think way too much, until i have a complete break down. that happens more than i would like it too. i love the kind of friends where we can just hang out instead of having to actually go out and do stuff. they are the best. i spend money and never save it. i've been in love once, and only once. but im afraid of it happening again. <33

here i go again♥♥♥

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 00:25:28 GMT

SO PRETTY DANG BAD NIGHT♥

maybe i should start changing a few things..

*thinks real hard*

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 02:45:40 GMT

so i hear me and you have to be friends now.

and its sad. because i am pretty much hopeless right now with you. maybe i should just give up.. or at least for a while. you just confuse me though. but you do have a way with making my day♥

so i am sick. AGAIN. i have a massive headache and have had it all day. i fell asleep on the couch when i got home from school. and i wish i didnt have to go to my dads house this weekend. we have ic on saturday and i dont want him to make me late.

today was a quiet day. and i was beyond tired because i havent been getting much sleep lately. way too much on my mind. i hate that. and me and kelly were gonna go in to watch watts and that certain boy who is makin me sad right now. but her dad had to go to like the emergency room??! hmm im really not sure what happened.. something with her dad and the hospitol. but anyway about me being tired. when im really tired, it makes my hysterical. and really hyper. so today in french.. i randomly started rapping.. in french. it was like.. c'est moi, c'est toi.. toujours, salle de sejour. OUI!! haha no i cant remember it. but then i started laughing. and jessica and kristen just stared at me. and then laughed too. so i didnt feel like the BIGGEST dork in the world. dont you hate overly-honest people? I DO.

i found my westridge sixth grade memory book. if you dont know, my elemtary school was westridge and it was from kindergarten to SIXTH grade. not fifth. it was really cool looking at it because i realized how much fun that school really was. at the time, i thought it was boring and stupid and stuff. but im just remembering everyone and how non-juniorhighish it was. we were all so.. happy ya know?? and i miss recesses!! WHO ELSE DOES?! they should so bring that back. haha. and in the memory book thing it had pictures of us from all our years.. and there is this absolutely HILARIOUS one of me in kindergarten at a field trip to the zoo. i was standing next to The Nerd of our school. haha his name was Abishek Vemuri. he was like indian or something. but he was really funny too. and then i look like a boy because of my hair cut (my brother got gum in my hair so we had to chop it off) and then my outfit was overly huge for me and my shorts were pulled up way above my waist. haha i love it. good times.. right?

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 21:34:26 GMT

TODAY I RAN INTO A DOOR AND IT DIDNT OPEN. I AM !!SOPROUD!!

picture time :)

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 03:21:50 GMT

alright these are pictures of my cousin and her boyfriend, grant. i think they make a cute couple.. but i think the pics are pretty darn funny with the pizza and all. i guess they weren't ready for the picture either lol. BUT ANYWAY:

and this is what i want to buy tomorrow. but we all know thats not going to happen. because kt is broke!! yesss. its true. lol i always am though. gah, i need a job.

YEAH. :)

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 01:29:38 GMT

so im gonna go cliche on you here and say: kt doesnt know who she is♥

usually you are like your friends right? well i have a lot of different kinds of friends. so its confusing me. and i dont know who my 'best friends' are. which makes it even more confusing. because im always thinking 'if im not like them, they wont like me.' and stuff like that. so i dont know what to be. and its making me sad. and tired. and bored. and its friday night. er wait. it is thursday night. but we dont have school tomorrow which means its pretty much like a friday night. everyone is out doing things, and im stuck at home. watching a movie. ehh not very fun. i really wanted to do something tonight.. but i guess i cant. everyone already has plans.

ya know sometimes its hard to keep reminding yourself that theres life AFTER junior high. theres a whole big world out there and none of us know it. we're all way to wrapped up in The Drama. but the bad part to everything is this: one day while youre walking through the halls at school just look at people. see if you can name all of em or whatever.. just notice them. well once we graduate from highschool (okay i know its 4 years but still!) you wont ever see those people again. the people who you have spent your entire childhood and teenage years with will never matter to you again. now isnt that a sad thought? hehe i heard that somewhere and it made me think. so i thought i would make everyone on lj think too.

absolutely nothing has happened lately. life is going slow. SO slow. and its really boring too. theres nothing even to talk about. if you havent noticed, i have the hardest time starting a conversation with someone. thats one of my bad qualities. but i cant stand an awkward silence, so eventually i come up with something half-meaningful to talk about. im really excited for me and jessica's dress we're making for fashion. its really cool. our 'inspiration' was a candy bar. so we're completely covering it in candy bar wrappers. but the bad thing is, we're cutting up her old formal dress. i dont think she minds though. i cant wait to use it in the fashion show. because ours is the best.♥ there is absolutely no way i can stay awake in french, english, and world cultures. im glad i have taylor in math and science.

i really want to go in to watch watts next week with kelly. we were going to today, but her parents wouldnt let her. so we decided on tuesday. i hope mrs olson lets us watch them because ♥MICHAEL♥ said that so far no one has come to watch them. which is like the exact opposite of last year. and i honestly have no idea how i got into ic. its kind of making me sad though, because it would be so fun to be able to go into like pm next year.

and as for the me and amanda situation: WHO KNOWS.

<3 i would really like some comments :)

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 02:56:59 GMT

DONT FORGET THIS: the next time you see me, gimme a hug. even if i have absolutely no idea who you are, just give me one. i need one right now. so i dont even care if you're late.. just do it, okay?

I GIVE MYSELF 3 DAYS TO FEEL BETTER <------

so some qutoes..

i make mistakes. i have regrets. i hate being alone. i can't go a day without spilling something on myself. i hate school. i never call anyone back. i don't like being wrong. im a huge procrastinator. i act a lot smarter than i actually am. i hate being ignored. i cry. im shy. i can't start a conversation with anyone. i have enemies. i can't sing. i have horrible balance. i laugh way too loud. i can't look anyone in the eye. many things just seem to get to me.
IM NOT PERFECT

i think i'll go anti-love. really- who needs it? butterflies in the tummy and and hearts skipping beats. that can't be too healthy.<|3

i HATE your smile
only because it takes the pain away..
but only for a second..
because it is then that i see
you are smiling at HER.

i probably shouldn't be telling you this, but no matter what
you do to me, i'm still here. for some crazy reason i'll stick
around through the bad times & the fights. i'll make up excuses
for why you didn't call, why you never cared. i'll keep coming
back for more even when you push me away. i think i'm just
staying around so that one day when i finally do leave for good,
you'll look back & say "wow, that girl really did love me."

c'mon baby lets make a scene;;
LIGHTS * CAMERA * HEARTBREAK

i dont wanna spend another night
tryin to figure out why you're always on my mind
all i know is
you keep me comin back for more<33

And we drove, what felt like forever
down this street and stopped at the edge of the earth
It looks beautiful from here
This is a place we dreamed of
A place made up in our heads, we thought we'd never see
But here I am
Eyes blinded by painted smiles
We lived a lifetime that night

Am I wasting my time with these feelings?
The pressure's off now so I'm back on the ground.
Too bad, I kind of liked it in the clouds with you.
Because you take me away from everything and everyone,
that's held me back for so long.

yeah and thats it. not much has happened lately.

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 02:22:02 GMT

OKAY OKAY OKAY FILL THIS OUT ABOUT ME AND GIVE IT TO ME AS A COMMENT YEAH!!

What Would You Do If..
1» I died from natural causes..
2» I kissed you..
3» I lived next door to you:
4» I started smoking..
5» I stole something..
6» I was hospitalized..
7» I ran away from home..
8» I got into a fight and you weren't there?..

What Do You Think Of My..
9» Personality..
10» Eyes..
11» Hair..
12» Smile..
13» Family..

Would You..
14» Be my friend?..
15»Keep a secret if I told you one?..
16» Hold my hand?..
17» Take a bullet for me?..
18» Keep in touch?..
19» Try and solve my problems?..
20» Love me?..
21» Date me?..

Have You Ever..
22» Lied to make me feel better?..
23» Wanted to kiss me?..
24» Wanted to kill me?..
25» Broke my heart?..
26» Kept something important from me?..
27» Thought I was unbearably annoying?..

Random Stuff..
28» Who are you?..
29» Are we friends?..
30» When and how did we meet?..
31» Describe me in one word..
32» What was your first impression?..
33» Do you still think that way about me now?..
34» What reminds you of me?..
35» If you could give me anything what would it be?..
36» How well do you know me?..
37» When's the last time you saw me?..
38» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?..
39» Are you gonna send this back to see what I say about you?...

yesss.

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 05:01:16 GMT

so i have decided i want to have a sleepover partAY. and we can stay up all night watching movies and talking about boys and the mean girls. or maybe we could go to a movie. WHO WANTS TO COME?! haha im not sure if my mommy will let me though. i havent asked yet. but it sounds fun, ya know.

so tonight was halloween. i went over to kelsie's house and handed out candy.. but we only go tlike 7 doorbell rings. i guess it was okay. we watched that one disney movie from forever ago called Dont Look Under The Bed. you know, the one with the boogeyman?? haha there was nothing else on really. but that movie scared me SO MUCH when i was little. it was just kind of funny to see how dumb i thought it was now.

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 03:46:21 GMT

okay someone is REALLY bugging me right now.. and if you know who you are then STOP STEALING MY FRIENDS!! because you really arent as cool as you think you are. and im also really mad b/c of another reason, im sure you all will find out soon enough. and this person that im talking to, well, you'll be happy.

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 22:52:47 GMT

so I DONT LIKE THIS!!
don't call me a loser for being jealous of kelsie kelly..

so there's this boy...

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 20:43:30 GMT

today in math i kept randomly smiling while we were taking our test. i didnt realize why i was smiling for a while but then *snap* i got it. gaahhhh im such a girl♥

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 01:27:44 GMT

well i figured i should update because i haven't in forever. im kinda mad right now because i dont think im doing anything tomorrow for early out. i was gonna go to subway with kelly and see my "imaginary korean boyfriend". haha thats what kelsie calls him at least. hes not even korean. asian... jeeze get it right. if you dont know his name you can always just lift your pinky finger!! haha jessy. we have good times. because we're swank. well anyway, kelly called and said that she couldnt go tomorrow. she grounded... kinda. so im left all alone. i was gonna go with kels somewhere, but shes going with grant of course. so i dont know what im gonna do. my mom cant even pick me up. nooo way im walkin home. too far. maybe something way cool will happen tomorrow and i will get to go somewhere!! eh... maybe not.

okay about my life for the past week(s?) i went to the football game during halftime and say jessy and shaun. that was fun. we are kool kats. with k's. which is pretty swank<3 i had to spend the weekend with my dad so of course i was stuck doing the stupidest things. i had to go to a pumpkin patch and to this movie wallace and gromit. dont make fun of me lol IT WASNT MY CHOICE!! i didnt even get to go shopping which i thought i would. im supposed to go in tomorrow at 7:30 am to promote hawkwear but i dont want to. so i dont think i will. haha. maybe no one will notice. i want to buy the grey sweatshirt with the pink writing and the black cheer shorts with the pink writing. we get discounts, but only like $3.00 worth of discounts. ic has been fun lately. it always is though<3 we also had our chorus concert which was pretty fun. but did anyone else think it was wierd how we only did three songs?? hmm oh well.

im gonna go now, i guess thats enough of an update, right?? ehh lets hope so.

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 22:30:11 GMT

you make me mad. don't call me fake. you are the fake one. stop being so wierd. because you really arent that cool. so go get a personality!!

anyway...

and im not cool enough for my cousin anymore lol. thats okay. i love it. and i dont mind really. i know she's just going through that phase in life that im pretty sure we all have gone through ourselves. its actually kind of funny talking to her because shes always like this online:

hey kt!! whats up? OMG i have total news for you! grant is like soooo totally hawt!!

lol yeah thats what shes like. but i love her anyway :)

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 22:19:03 GMT

well i officially feel better. i pretty much did absolutely nothing today!! :]
haha, no, actually. i did do SOME things.
i hope i wasnt missed in school today.
i don't know what to say, so i think im gonna go update xanga.
you can see whats going on in my life there.

completely un-katie-esque!!

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 01:30:49 GMT

i dont feel good. and i hatehatehate boys!! they do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING good and/or productive besides stand there and be adorable. dumb boys. and my head hurts. and i feel hot. and sad. and my brother is being mean to me!! im not going to school tomorrow so DEAL. why should you care anyway? i just dont feel like myself and i need to take a day off from the world. so let me. im on aim right now talking to jessy(CHEESE) my cousin and minnesota michael. you gotta love that kid... he makes you smile. and hes coming to iowa. going to a valley game. i'll have to go too. feel free to come with me, haha like you would!! oh well. i dont care. its flippin football, get over it. i was raised in wdm and im more familiar with it. that place makes me happy. even though i dont live there anymore, i know theres a lot of people who love me in that city. err suburbanplace. im going to have to make up that dumb english test and im gonna fail but thats okay. school is dumb. MY HEAD HURTS. goo'bye!!

<3 spoon

ps hannah davies is the stupidest person i ever almost met

what would you rather??

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 22:29:21 GMT

what would you rather??
then add three of your own at the end.

be living on the east coast or west coast: east coast
having long hair or short hair: both
be super popular with one true friend or be dorky with several true friends: dorky
being indoors or being outdoors: indoors
being married or unmarried: married
be in middle school or high school: high school
drink coke or pepsi: pepsi
be obese or annorexic: neither
have lipstick or lipgloss: lipgloss
talk on aim or msn: aim
have a dog or a cat: dog
wear a skirt or a dress: skirt
be a vet or a doctor: vet
be lonely but super rich or be poor but surrounded by friends: poor
be a singer or an actor: singer
have a myspace or a xanga: xanga
watch tv or watch a movie: movie
be a photographer or a writer: photographer
go to a football game or go to a basketball game: football
go to france or spain: france
travel by car or travel by plane: car
live by the beach or live by the city: both
have mcdonalds or burger king: subway
listen to a band or listen to a singer: both

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 21:36:47 GMT

so i chopped off my hair yesterday... :)))

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 21:23:23 GMT

today seemed really really long. probobly because its friday lol.

french SUCKED. i dunno why, i just hate that class. english was really fun though.. and hilarious!! we had to present our game and jingle and... wow. it was just funny. then in study hall i was just really nervous because icanttellyouwhy. but trust me, i had a good reason. in pe we played volleyball and i think my arms died. yup. im pretty sure they did. and then in science i couldnt be partners with taylor because mr brooks decided to be mean like that and he put me with thomas downin. i dont have anything against that kid, hes just not... i dont know him that well lol. and the worst part was we had to to stuff with our partners THE WHOLE CLASS PERIOD. then i went to the library and was a victim of a very tragic/disgusting thing. but you probobly dont want to know. hah i complain a lot. GO ME!! well anyway, im getting my hair cut tomorrow and im sure i will miss my blonde ends. they rocked you world. =) haha yep, you know it. im eating saltine crackers right now becuase i am extremely hungry. all i had to eat today was half a starbucks a granola bar and gardettos. well not all of the gardettos even. sooo the saltine crackers are getting to be pretty nasty tasting. i think i will make mac and cheese. haha that would be taylor and jessy! i will be the spoon. WOOT.

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 02:43:51 GMT

F I R S T

First best friend: Corinne Conley
First break-up: this kid named mike... haha what a coincidence
First screen name: pupnumber21 HAH I LOVE IT
Self-purchased album: er i think it was nysnc lol
First funeral: cant remember
First pets: a fish (or was it more than one?)
First piercing/tattoo: my ears

L A S T S

Last car ride: today
Last good cry: umm a few days ago
Last movie seen: the longest yard
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: a sandwich
Last phone call: lexi
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: flip flops
Last item bought: a pop
Last annoyance: my cousin is bein like SILENT on aim
Last time wanting to die: eh..?? never?

S P E C I F I C S

Do you do drugs?: no
What kind of shampoo do you use?: er dont know what its called... but its in a red bottle!
Where do you want to get married: no idea
How many buddies are online right now?: 65
F A V O R I T E S

Color: purple and pink and green and orange and... every color!! haha
Food: i dont have a favorite one
Boy name: michael... durrrrr
Girl name: i dunno.. i like a lot!
Subjects in school: chorus i guess?
Abbreviation: PLPWCAT... haha people like people who care about themselves! OH YES.
Animals: ummm puppy
Sports: dance if thats a sport which i dont think it is but oh well!
Perfume: soo many!!

H A V E Y O U E V E R

Given anyone a bath?: my dog!!
Smoked?: no
Bungee jumped?: no and never will
Made yourself throw up?: no
Skinny dipped?: no
Ever been in love?: umm i dunno
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yup
Cried when someone died?: yes
Been rejected?: yes
Rejected someone?: yes
Done something you regret?: yeah... who hasnt?

L A S T P E R S O N

You touched: ooh. doesnt that sound pervy?
Hugged: my mom? dunno.
You IMed: brian
IMed you: kelsie
Called you: kelsie hah
You called: my mom
Bought you flowers: flowers? im not really a flowers type of person

W H O D O Y O U W A N N A

Kill: no one
Slap: YOU. haha just kiddin

W H I C H I S B E T T E R

Coke or Pepsi: PEPSI ALL THE WAY
Flowers or candy: Well it depends what kinda flowers or candy hahahha
Tall or short: ummm id really care

R A N D O M

In the morning I am: tired of course
All I need is: everything! :)
Love is: LOVE<3 hah
I dream about: everything
What do you notice first: huh?
Last person you danced with: why would i just randomly dance with someone?
Makes you smile: i'll smile if you smile back :)))
Who has a crush on you: you of course

D O Y O U E V E R

Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: eh no. thats kinda wierd.
Wish you were younger: i guess sometimes, but i wish i was older most of the time

N U M B E R

Of times I have had my heart broken: once... twice? one and a half!
Of hearts I have broken: i dont know, i hope none.
Of guys I've kissed: none :/
Of girls I've kissed: NONE and lets keep it that way!
Of continents I have lived in: 1
Of tight friends: tight? eh? 5? dunno.
Of CD's I own: tons and tons and tons
Of scars on body: 1 i think? yeah lol not much.

the best... convo... ever!!

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 01:14:39 GMT

ShesAsweethart: boys are stupid
ShesAsweethart: :-D
KNvolley28: not all
ShesAsweethart: michael's stupid
KNvolley28: yeah he is
KNvolley28: :-D